﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>heidimae's Xanga</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from heidimae</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/</link></image><item><title>ahahahahahha</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/535716168/ahahahahahha/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/535716168/ahahahahahha/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Oct 2006 19:45:31 GMT</pubDate><description>okay so at work we can listen to music.. or, this lady said we could.
so obviously&amp;nbsp; i grab that opportunity &amp;amp; spin whatever on my
yahoo radio station.&lt;br&gt;
you can customize yahoo radio, so i tuned mine to all my FAVE artists - mostly in teen pop, pop, hip hop &amp;amp; oldies genres.&lt;br&gt;
anyway, i had to create a spreadsheet for my boss. and he asked me
about a calculation. as i'm trying to explain a ratio, "CINDERELLA" BY
THE CHEETAH GIRLS plays.&lt;br&gt;
AHAHAHAHA&lt;br&gt;
damnit.&lt;br&gt;
my love for disney has been revealed at work. &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/images/whatevah.gif"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
ohgosh. but hes too precious. he bobbed his head a little to the beat. ehehehe&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
other songs i've heard at my desk, hoping no one would pass by while they were playing:&amp;nbsp; &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/images/blush.gif"&gt; &lt;br&gt;
- MMBOP by hanson&lt;br&gt;
- Girl Power- YES, cheeteah girls AGAIN&lt;br&gt;
- Gangster's Paradise- Coolio&lt;br&gt;
and a slew of 80s music that I loved as a child (think- wham, olivia newton john, kool &amp;amp; the gang)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
chyuh. okay thats all. :P&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;br style="display: none;"&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/535716168/ahahahahahha/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>it's august !!</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/514780617/its-august-/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/514780617/its-august-/</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Aug 2006 01:17:39 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;tomorrow&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;:&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;DAY OFF&lt;/span&gt; due to heat wave advisory hahah i &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;/span&gt; my boss &lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;August 04: last day of work / tin's debut / &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;reunion &lt;/span&gt;with my loves&lt;br&gt;August 07: departing Newark airport, &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;arriving in San Francisco, CA&lt;/span&gt; !&lt;br&gt;August 11-13: (hopefully) Frolicking in &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;LA&lt;/span&gt; !&lt;br&gt;August 17: Back on the &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;EAST COAST&lt;/span&gt; !&lt;br&gt;August 27ish: Moving back to &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Water Street&lt;/span&gt; / Welcome Week !&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;..and then &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;September&lt;/span&gt;. haha&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;what a month. so exciting !&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/514780617/its-august-/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>hahaha</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/497900291/hahaha/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/497900291/hahaha/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 17 Jun 2006 02:42:37 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;table background="#FFFFFF" border="0" style="border: 1px solid black;"width="450"&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;heidi mae --&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;[noun]:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A master of storytelling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a
style="color: #FF0000;"
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=83" target="_new"&gt;'How will you be
defined in the dictionary?'&lt;/a&gt; at &lt;a
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com" style="color:
#FF0000;" target="_new"&gt;QuizGalaxy.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table background="#FFFFFF" border="0" style="border: 1px solid black;"width="450"&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;heidi mae --&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;[adjective]:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having the texture of congealed cheese&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a
style="color: #FF0000;"
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=83" target="_new"&gt;'How will you be
defined in the dictionary?'&lt;/a&gt; at &lt;a
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com" style="color:
#FF0000;" target="_new"&gt;QuizGalaxy.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table background="#FFFFFF" border="0" style="border: 1px solid black;"width="450"&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;heidi mae --&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;[adjective]:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like in nature to a banana peel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a
style="color: #FF0000;"
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=83" target="_new"&gt;'How will you be
defined in the dictionary?'&lt;/a&gt; at &lt;a
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com" style="color:
#FF0000;" target="_new"&gt;QuizGalaxy.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;HAHA:&lt;center&gt;&lt;table background="#FFFFFF" border="0" style="border: 1px solid black;"width="450"&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;heidi mae --&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;[noun]:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A hermit living in the big city&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a
style="color: #FF0000;"
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=83" target="_new"&gt;'How will you be
defined in the dictionary?'&lt;/a&gt; at &lt;a
href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com" style="color:
#FF0000;" target="_new"&gt;QuizGalaxy.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;:] take care of yourselves! i miss life outside the office &amp; palladium. =T</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/497900291/hahaha/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>emotional rollercoaster</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/470932859/emotional-rollercoaster/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/470932859/emotional-rollercoaster/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 11 Apr 2006 17:27:19 GMT</pubDate><description>before 5pm yesterday, i felt betrayed, euphoric, excited, scared, nervous, irritated, upset, depressed, joyous, grateful, appreciative, loved, known, liked, cared about, hurt, neglected, distanced, confused, stressed...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;that's &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;a lot &lt;/span&gt;for my body to handle&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;but i'm still grateful, more than anything, to have &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;experienced &lt;/span&gt;yesterday.. even though life threw every surprise and curveball my way&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;if youre from &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;staten island,&lt;/span&gt; you've probably heard. if you're from&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; tech&lt;/span&gt;, you're probably still in shock. we lost a sweet, talented, young girl. she had a lot to offer, and always offered her all. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;R.I.P. chelsea&lt;br&gt;heaven's got a new angel.</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/470932859/emotional-rollercoaster/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>if you love me...</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/466936207/if-you-love-me/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/466936207/if-you-love-me/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 00:13:33 GMT</pubDate><description>you'll come out and support my IFA lovers &amp;amp; me :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
when? either april 6 or april 8&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
APRIL 06, 2006: CULTUREFEST&lt;br&gt;
come watch the IFA Dance Team perform the Battle of the Barrios routine this THURSDAY at 7PM, SHARP. :]&lt;br&gt;
Kimmel E&amp;amp;L Auditorium&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
APRIL 08, 2006:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;a target="xangaphoto" href="http://x09.xanga.com/cbbb9165c1c3245993246/b31027575.jpg"&gt;&lt;img src="http://x09.xanga.com/cbbb9165c1c3245993246/z31027575.jpg" border="0" height="400"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
yah. i know i've been MIA for a while due to rehearsals and practices.
but hey, you can have your heidimae lovin by going to either/both of
the events. :] &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/466936207/if-you-love-me/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>has hell frozen over?</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/451214657/has-hell-frozen-over/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/451214657/has-hell-frozen-over/</guid><pubDate>Wed, 01 Mar 2006 23:04:45 GMT</pubDate><description>every day this past week, i've been touched somehow- hugs, "love"
shoves, butt slaps, groping.. hahaha oh ifamily.. so seductive.&lt;br&gt;
today in orgcomm things really went out of hand. a random classmate
hugged me. later on that day, a precious freshman hugged me. tonight at
practice i will probably get my butt pinched by this crazy cali chick. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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i'm getting used to it.&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;br&gt;
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so used to it that i now actually have the urge to hug people when i see them sometimes.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img style="width: 46px; height: 46px;" src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/shocked.gif"&gt; holy guacamole.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/451214657/has-hell-frozen-over/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, February 26, 2006</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/449418473/item/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/449418473/item/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Feb 2006 13:57:55 GMT</pubDate><description>oy. been mia for quite some time now. my apologies. but these crazy
filipinos have been taking over my life. hyukhyuk. oh and i looove it &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif"&gt; &lt;br&gt;
now that im accustomed to few hours of sleep, i have extra time in the
morning for all that important stuff.. checking xanga, facebook, email,
myspace.. oh. and to do homework too. today i have a little more time
than usual to dillydally. soo i figured id update xanger since this
g-star homie of mine tagged me. :) &lt;br&gt;
awwwww here goes!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;four jobs i've had&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1. carvel ice cream server- awesome times with awesome people :)&lt;br&gt;
2. spa receptionist- loooved it. perchance still working there this
summer. cant wait to reunited with the hand&amp;amp;foot paraffin. mmMMmmm.
&lt;br&gt;
3. babysitter &lt;br&gt;
4. analyst intern thing (current)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four movies i can watch over and over&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1. bring it on. haha i love the cheers. the stunts. not so much the kirsten dunst.&lt;br&gt;
2. centerstage. &lt;br&gt;
3. high school musical. true story, i could watch them sing &amp;amp; dance forever..in the least pedophile way possible.&lt;br&gt;
4. sister act 2&lt;br&gt;
hahah yah, i need music in movies if im gonna watch them over and over&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four places i've lived&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1. germany&lt;br&gt;
2. belgium&lt;br&gt;
3. nyc&lt;br&gt;
4.STATEN ISLAND. &amp;lt;3 &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four tv shows i like&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1. nip/tuck&lt;br&gt;
2. friends&lt;br&gt;
3. the oc&lt;br&gt;
4. made/ true life&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four places i've vacationed&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1. florida. i miss it there. whos down for a trip down yonder?!&lt;br&gt;
2. utica. awww thats some old school lovin right there w/ the seestars &amp;amp; bromies. :*) good times&lt;br&gt;
3. poconos w/ the fam. man. those were good times too.&lt;br&gt;
4. virginia camping trip. idunno where in VA, but it was far enough that i didnt have service for the whole weekend.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four sites i visit daily.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1) home.nyu.edu&lt;br&gt;
2) webmail.stern.nyu.edu&lt;br&gt;
3) thefacebook.com&lt;br&gt;
4) either xanga.com or 7online.com ahahahah&lt;br&gt;
yes, these are all on my toolbar :P&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four places i'd rather be right now&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1) jennys basement shooting pool after a game of go fish, g-star style&lt;br&gt;
2) jenbs kitchen playing golf with the sexiest ladies on earth :)&lt;br&gt;
3) my house "pigging out" on south beach diet friendly foods with the si biotches&lt;br&gt;
4) lounging in the living room watching the oc on dvd while eating
grammas homecooked foods. omg. i miss kare kare. w/ some bagoong on the
side. :*(&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four books/series i like&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1) brave new world. i dunno why, but i find myself thinking about that book every day.&lt;br&gt;
2) harry potter 1 &amp;amp; 4.. well i like all of them, but those were my faves&lt;br&gt;
3) falling leaves&lt;br&gt;
4) the book of job. yaaah aronson.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
four games i can play over and over again&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
1. go fish hahaha. add some soco in there.. and we got a paaaaaarrtyyy. haha oh man.&lt;br&gt;
2. guess who&lt;br&gt;
3. pusoy dos/ pusoy.. but only w/ the sisters &amp;amp; daddy-o. :)&lt;br&gt;
4. gutterfuq. aww. fuq &amp;amp; tuck nights.. *tear.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and now i must tag four people. &lt;br&gt;
buut. i feel like everyones busy &amp;gt;.&amp;lt; so ill get back to this once everything dies down.&lt;br&gt;
goodluck w/ upcoming exams and such.&lt;br&gt;
dont forget to come watch &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;BATTLE OF THE BARRIOS&lt;/span&gt; at RUTGERS UNIVERSITY this SATURDAY, MARCH 04, 2006. &lt;br&gt;
if you dont come support, ill be &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;VERY&lt;/span&gt; upset. &lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;no &lt;/span&gt;joke!&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/449418473/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, December 31, 2005</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/417794163/item/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/417794163/item/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 31 Dec 2005 22:05:17 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;font style="font-family: trebuchet ms;" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;figured i should update before the new year. so here goes...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
my 2005 may best be described as a wheel of fortune. i feel like the
first few months were low points of my life- not rock bottom, but
unfocused, unmotivated times. i figure that's just part of the college
experience- &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;messing up&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;, and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;learning &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;from your mistakes. then &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;hopefully &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;resolving your problems.. you know, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;changing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;- something i was most afraid of when the new year had started. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
you know what they say- once youve hit the bottom, the only way to go
is up. i guess that was my mantra/motto for the summer. took summer
classes, worked, worked out-- a comfortably productive few months. i
know i didnt get to see many people, and i distanced myself from even
more people. i didnt plan that to happen; i just needed some space/
some "me" time. yes, i know. im a dork who cant multi-task. :P&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
the new school year brought more opportunities than id ever been
offered before- a job, an internship, a new semester, new classes..and
new relationships.some things just didnt work out..some worked out all
too well. i&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;froa, but the dirty south will &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;always &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;have a place in my heart. it took me a month to realize that it may not be so smart to commute from the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;city to stat&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
to work. the internship brought new friends, and an[other] older work
environment- neither of whom i have complaints about. academically, im
pleased with myself for getting back into diligent mode. er.. for&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;getting into&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;that mode rather.and the new relationships?&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;priceless &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;+ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;precious&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
many girls' nights conclude my 2005. staying up til 4am with the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;best&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
group of chicks a gal could ask for is pretty sweet. ;] but er.. maybe
we should start a lil earlier? you know, once school's back in session
we gotta start sleeping earlier and waking up earlier. heheh. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
2005- a year of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;fortune &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;accomplishment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;. im &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;satisfied&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
and for 2006..i have a good feeling. well, i know it's going to be a pretty busy first half. but i feel &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;ready&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;. ;]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;resolutions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;: be more
accepting/less judgmental/more understanding, eat healthier [LOL man.
where have i heard this before?], run at least twice a week, conquer
the central park trail, go for the straight a's, keep up with current
events, and...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
.... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 64, 64);"&gt;hug&lt;/span&gt;. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
my predictions: i'll be taking &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;baby steps&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.:P&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
-------&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;
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have a great one, loves!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/font&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/417794163/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, December 04, 2005</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/400121743/item/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/400121743/item/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 04 Dec 2005 16:28:28 GMT</pubDate><description>last sunday i learned there's no place quite like home. &lt;br&gt;
on monday i learned that true love waits, in the purest, most genuine sense.&lt;br&gt;
tuesday i learned that hard work pays off. and that diligence is what's going to get me through life.&lt;br&gt;
and then on wednesday i learned patience and understanding. i learned
to blow off steam, but then to take a moment to consider the other side
of things.&lt;br&gt;
thursday came, and i learned that sometimes, you just gotta relax.&lt;br&gt;
come friday, i learned that parties can be fun without being inebriated. haha. just need a deck of cards or two.&lt;br&gt;
yesterday, i reviewed.&lt;br&gt;
and then it snowed. &lt;br&gt;
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a w e s o m e ;]&lt;br&gt;
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finals are coming. get your game face on:&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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ooh updated xmas list below ;] &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://www.flickr.com/images/spaceball.gif"&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/400121743/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, November 28, 2005</title><link>http://heidimae.xanga.com/396028300/item/</link><guid>http://heidimae.xanga.com/396028300/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 Nov 2005 03:56:37 GMT</pubDate><description>back to water. thankful for what i have, what ive been given, what i
can do. thankful for who i am, who made me, and who i've
become.thankful for where im going, where ive been, and most
importantly- where i am. &lt;br&gt;
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back at water. &lt;br&gt;
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refreshed from the weekend. happy to have seen a few faces. though
meetings were few, they were well worth the month(+)-long wait. ive
missed you guys ;]. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
staten island has been criticized by.. everyone. yes, its the forgotten
borough, home of the snow monkeys, full of guidos/guidettes, the dump,
boorrriinngg, etc. but its still home. theres still something about the
island that keeps me crawling back to it. aside from work or family,
theres something that makes me want to go back every so often. maybe
its the people, and the two degrees of separation rather than six.
maybe its the atmosphere- the exact midway point between urbania and
suburbia. or maybe its what others keep saying..maybe staten island is
just a piece of mind. eh, whatever. its still where i was raised, where
my rump roasts, where my heart is. &lt;br&gt;
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in three weeks, im definitely going to complain about the island and
wish i were back at school. but its nice for now to have some kind of
appreciation for it. &lt;br&gt;
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much to look forward to. much more to dread. finals, papers,
presentations coming up. but then there's christmas and home. next
semester's gonna be a doozy, but there's eurotrip with froa. ooh got
the job at cloud9 back. intern by day, receptionist by night, or
something like that. please refraid from calling the spa and asking for
a "happy ending." i swear, i'll sock you in the face. x[&lt;br&gt;
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ohh. since everyone's doing it..&lt;font style="font-weight: bold; font-family: comic sans ms;" size="4"&gt;heidi's holiday wish lis&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: comic sans ms;"&gt;t:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;
- pictures/picture frames/ filled scrapbooks/ crafty junk/ posters [mission: decorate my walls has not yet been accomplished!]&lt;br&gt;
- gift cards [h&amp;amp;m, express, hollister, barnes&amp;amp;noble, best buy, adidas]&lt;br&gt;
- holiday cards [christmas, hanukkah, kwanza, etc] &lt;br&gt;
- DVDs of your favorite movie/tv show. chances are, i haven't seen
it.and as my gift to you, ill come and we can have a dvd day! haha we
can re-define d-day. OOooooOoOOoOhHhHHHhHh !!!&lt;br&gt;
- perfume.. something uhh heidi-esque? i dunno, i need a new scent. i mean, i love my fcukher but still.. ;P &lt;br&gt;
- wristlet: &lt;img style="width: 321px; height: 321px;" src="http://www.coach.com/assets/product_images/colord2/6F33_B4MC_d2.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
- or a bag ;] one to hold my computer! PLEASE OH PLEASE. &lt;br&gt;
- winter accessories: &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img style="width: 191px; height: 321px;" src="http://www.gap.com/Asset_Archive/GPWeb/Assets/Product/346/346868/big/gp346868-00vliv01.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;img style="width: 198px; height: 265px;" src="http://www.gap.com/Asset_Archive/GPWeb/Assets/Product/346/346872/big/gp346872-03vliv01.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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ummkie. thats all i can think of. tootles &amp;lt;3&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://heidimae.xanga.com/396028300/item/#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>